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The fear of him, the choosen one, is that if he do not have this one Protector the rest of the guys will be back after him. He starts to insist on the choosen one to give him sexual favors. They become very close, the choosen one feels compelled to show his thanks by giving at first monetary favors to his protector and it progress to the point where this guy that set up the attacks on him will not accept just the money. This is repeated once or twice more to convence the choosen one of the sincere loyalties of the prisoner that set all this up. After this encounter the choosen prisoner is encouraged to hang out with his new friend. This works to gain the respect and trust of the choosen prisoner. He defends the choosen prisoner by taken on the would be offenders. His roll is to step in just before the act gets physical. The prisoner that set up this will be close by when this goes down. This usually puts the choosen prisoner in great fear of those type guys. This is accomplished by him having two or three of his friends stop down on the prisoner of his choice in a strong manner as if to fight or beat up this prisoner. one of the bad guys will set up a power play. Prisoners pay close attention to their fellow prisoners.

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This is a pretty universal/widespread theory.Īfter all it is better to have one person that you give sexual favors than it would be to have to be forced to do the act by two or more prisoners at the same time. If you do the sticking, you can still consider yourself to be a macho man/heterosexual, according to their theory. The theory is that you are not gay or bisexual as long as YOU yourself do not allow another man to stick his penis into your mouth or anal passage. The general assumption is that since we are gay, we don't mind being raped, The staff pretty much thinks the same thing. Gays are targeted as are meek, mild-mannered individuals. On Ferguson you can win back your manhood (provided you were never sexually assaulted) by a number of fights.

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Lots of new guys dont know any better, but once you accept a ride, you can never be a man again. They do and the "Savior" tells the guy he'd be better off to get a ride. One game is to have two/three guys threaten someone, and another guy come jump into it and tell them to back off. Once there has been penetration or forced oral sex, the jacket is on his back, as being a punk, sissy, queer, etc. You will be lebled as a bisexual, or homosexual, pretty boy, gay, little girl, queen. What starts the biggest problem is when that vicitim get into it with an official, and that official because of his attitude will give out information like the inmate was a childmolester. The ones who get raped here are mostly the weaker prey, or someone who's in debt, or looking protection from someone else. If a vicitim is scared enough, he may never tell what happen to him, it depends on what the victim is focused on, like embarrassment, shame, escape, pain, aids, suicide, or living with a scar the rest of his life as a homosexual or bisexual, not letting go of the abuse in there minds. I hear about rapes off and on, most are not known and not reported, cause most of them take place behind closed doors. B.E., Vermont, 10/26/96 (he later committed rape himself)ĭuring my time in prison, I have seen 19 violent rapes. My behavior changed to such cold heartedness that I resented anyone who found reason to smile, to laugh, and to be happy. When I came out of prison, I remember thinking that others knew I had been raped just by looking at me. So I recieved the same thing the rapist did, it doesnt make any sence. They would rather lock me in seg than put me on P.C. He said Im locking you up for assult with a weapon. went in front of the disciplinary committee. You can buy a kid for 20 or 30 dollars on most wings!! They sell them like cattle.

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The punks or kids that they turnout they are like a flag to tell every one that this is mine I own this cause when they do turn out a guy they actually own them, every penny they get it goes to there man.

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When they have a punk or a kid that they've turned out they treat them like trophies it makes them feel important or somebody with status! They thrive on the status they couldnt get in the free world. The only time there is really a group of people doing the actual rape is when the victim is fighting back and then they will beat him up and hold him down and rape him, but that is rare. Most of the time the victim doesnt even fight because he's scared. The actual assult is mainly done by one person but the victim knows if he defies that one person then 10 to 15 other people will jump on him when he goes somewhere. Most of the assults are done through threat of violence. So after that, I would not, did not tell again. Because I tolded on him, and he got even with me. And I saw my attacker again not too long after I tolded on him. All they did was moved me from one facility to another.











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